Surfing through my fb pics, BB photos, mission trip, 4e2. Then stumbled on 2e3'07 blog. So many different memories, so many different people.

Damn.

It's hard to be human.
I WILL update my blog. (dont give me that look-.-)
I really will, and maybe reply tags. If i can blog for AC, i definitely can blog for myself.

What it's like to really love.

Two weeks ago, you really broke my heart. It was so disappointing. We so nearly made history. Yet everything seemed to just cave in that night. It really sucks, to swim in this quagmire of nonsensical rubbish. I almost gave up hope then. But they say it's never the end till it's the end.

Last week, it happened again. Perhaps not as bad. But it really was torture. Seeing each event unfold, seeing our future just slowly slipping away with my own eyes. After this I really gave up. Thick and thin, I've been through it all with you. It's just so disappointing.

Through the week, nothing was right. A macabre monster was chewing away at my soul. Not that you cared. But just so you know, I never gave up.

This week though. I really don't know how to say, or what to say. Really. It's like a nightmare morphing into a wondrous fantastic dream all within a few hours. I was so so so happy. I chanted your name out loud, maybe we were going to make history. Maybe everything was gonna be alright. Maybe. The euphoria doubled within hours, it was like a waterfall was in my soul, cascading truckloads full of joy. I was so happy. I AM happy. I love you so much. We're just meant to be. Now and forever. Next week, whatever it is, I will still shout your name, and my faith shall not waver.












I truly truly truly do love manchesterunited (-:
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Finally an update!

uh-huh, AC orientation'10 is really over. and tmrw I'll get to know my class which i expect to be full of girls since I'm in a arts class. (that is NOT a good thing)

My sub comb: H2: Literature, Econs, English Language and Linguistics.
H1: Maths

yeaap. it's the super weird combination, hope my class will be awesome! cause my OG mates were really really awesome! Introducing DEMETERR~

Freddie Teo: Haha my OGL who is 2nd in national squash. I feel kinda bad for constantly making fun of his nonexistent knowlegde of our clan and AC cheers. Haha, but yea, freddie teo rocks!

Andrea Tan: OGL, the noobest in tennis according to her. haha erm, she has alot of weird facial expressions. Ah well, a least she knows the cheers. But, she always insists that i have imaginary friends. Like when i call sherry when i see her, or when i shout richelle when i pass by FMSS. THEY ARE REAL. I think...

Tabitha Vicky: No, not the SI one-.- erm she is the mother hen of our OG. kinda. she's like constantly irritated by the dumb things i do. but she really cares for our OG! haha yeap. still super glad to know her!

Law Yi Jie: Yeap, this guy knows malcom well and like that's what made us friends in the first place. Haha he's the one i had the most fun with! Lol, i made like one million jokes with him. (most of them kinda mean :/) haha and idk man, jus gotta thank God for him. Haha, i'll miss his constant chants of "Somebody call 911, (insert topic of the day)"

Gerald Wong: Haha, the superb Mr Nice Guy! the ever so calm and kind and cheery guy. Its really great to just talk to him and chat cause yea, he's just nice alright? reaaaally nice.

Xiao Zhi: Haha xiaozhi is from china and he's like a big brother kinda person. always willing to help and everything. hahaa had fun playing games with him cos he's like very enthu. Yea, he's like always there to hi-5 (the hand thing not the kids show) you.

Chang Ci: Haha changci is like the oly other person interested in soccer in my OG. Haha didnt get to spend much time with him cos he was sick for two days and missed out campfire. haha but he's awesome too!

Keegan: Hmm did i spell his name right? Didnt really talk much with him haha. Quiet and all, but he's great too! :-)

John: haha john is from poland. and he's really cool cause he is super tall and intimidating but has a voice that's like super high. he really opened up to us on day2 and even made some jokes haha. yea john, i love your voice! dont be ashamed of it :-D

Nadine Ng: nadine is from mgs the school that mdm yaw constantly praises. yea, she's like the watered down version of jacelyn. girly and stuff ( not a bad thing. for a girl.) haha it's always great to talk to her and all, yea but i cant pronounce her name right at the beginning. NAH-dine and NEH-dine. i THINK it's the second one.

Wan Leng: The girl that can beat ariffin in 100m. i know, amazing huh? haha she's kinda whine-y and can scream at you and laugh all in one second. haha but still she makes all the talks and all less boring. cant wait to see her run!

Annastasia: Jus call her anna. haha, she is reallly realllly high and you dont want to be within range when she is screaming or cheering. haha the OG rep, always there to hype up everyone. and fyi, her raw score is 6. kinda irrelevant but haha, anna rocks! (and i think she makes a good match with geral- *coughs coughs*)

Lauern Lam: The girl that lives directly across BBSS. haha, she's like erm the very very watered down version of ruth. (no leonard, control yourself please.) yea, awesome to chat with. (kinda..)

Natasha: haha got to know her on Day3 i guess. haha she's like those kinda of people that's very easy to talk to and chat with. dk how to say lah but i think she rocks!

Pearlyn: woah, pearlyn is really really quiet man. haha didt talk much with her but she dances alright.

Mingen: sat beside her for chapel, the only time i really talked with her. haha she's alright, high and quiet at the right times. (-:

uh-huh and for the rest i really dont know them too well but trust me, they are ALL GREAT :-D DEMETERS for the win(d) :-DD

ohyea, one last bit abt yest's camp'fire'.

haha it was really wild man everyone runnning and dancing and going high. i really jumped up and down so much that my phone droped out. haha then i went to this OGL and told him eh i dropped my phone. then he walked back a few steps and picked up a phone. 'is this your phone?' and it was. haha thank God! heard later on that many people dropped their phone and people jumped on it and yea as you can guess, the screen broke.

oh and for the last part of the games i went up on stage to play this game, where you will be given a setting (e.g. cleaner and a guy who litters) and you can converse only with questions.. yea and it was a really fun game until right at the end where two guys from voda and vulcan started to compare their muscle size and turned it into a body buliding contest, before going on to discuss what age groups loves their muscles and finishing it off by dissing people from other jcs who wants to come into acjc. not cool, seriously. but still, the night was really awesome! cant wait for school on monday. I WANT TO STUDY. cause all those subjects i take are those im really interested in!

And in closing, ACJC ROCKS!
Results: L1R4: 7
L1R5: 9

idk what i did to deserve such good results (for me) but man. i was truly happy abt it at first. and im really thankful for ppl who were truly happy for me. People like xiao sheryl weiyan jacelyn my parents.. But instead it has really given me so much to think abt.

Like suddenly you realise one of the pillars holding up and supporting yr life was actually cracked and hollow. Maybe im just over reacting. Certainly hope i am.

Give all the glory to God, nth else i can really say.
TWO PEOPLE WHO WONT HAVE TO WORRY ABT Os RESULTS.

come on. who else?
but roof. i mean woof. no i mean roy. no no i mean RUTH.
yea. confirm plus power ranger chop she will get 6 points. It's like booooring. Every single year also top student ruth ruth ruth ruth ruth ruth ruth ruth. Only roy doesnt get sick of it. I mean it's not ruth's fault of course. *Nice wide smile* uh-huh so on monday ruth will be dozing off while we wait for our name to appear on the slideshow with the fireworks background.. oh gosh. just hope i dont get b4 for chem.

next person.
Jeshua Kok. For those of you who dont know him, imagine a christian clarence. yep. that's him. uhhh the reason he doesnt have to worry abt it is cause he's going to Nursing. Like okaaaaaay. Quite a good choice. Just that the cut off point abit high ah. Abit only.

http://www.np.edu.sg/friends/PlanYourFuture/YourInterestArea.asp?url=/friends/PlanYourFuture/coursesummary/N69_hsn.html

But hey man, maybe he will be a really good erm, nurse next time and erm yeah.. Just hope he knows what he is doing. But really. Come on.
Nursing?!
awesome video.



i promise to update real soon.
no like seriously. i will update. yeah.

Ong Hong Zhang- Child of God. Found love, beyond all reason.
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